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Generation Indigo Some of the knowledge contained here is based on the expectation that a certain metaphysical understanding is already present. If you have not read “Metaphysics” then you may be unfamiliar with some of the concepts. Click here to download Metaphysics The Indigo Generation has been written about by various authors and is well known in the new age community. Many of you have probably heard of the term and have some understanding of what it refers to. The reason for this website is not to repeat what others have said but to clarify some points and give a general understanding of what has been occurring and how it continues to affect the consciousness of humanity. All information contained herein has been channeled from various inter-dimensional beings who are involved with our transformation. The term indigo generation is somewhat of a blanket term that refers to the increased amount of the color indigo present in new babies Auras. Around 30 years ago some babies were exhibiting this phenomena and the number has steadily increased until now where every new baby is an Indigo. Although all indigo babies have this increased amount of indigo in their auras they can vary widely in other ways. The majority of Indigo’s are simply reincarnations of the same group of beings who have always made up the human race. For instance you may be 35 years old and you are not classified as being an Indigo and you may give birth to a child who is an Indigo. The being incarnating as this child could be someone who you had been with in another life who was at that time not an indigo but just a normal incarnation just like you are now. If you were to die tomorrow and reincarnate next week you would then be an Indigo. It is not that the Indigo’s are different beings but simply that they are incarnating some energies which were not being incarnated in normal people 30 years ago or more. This being said it is also true that some indigo children are incarnating more than an increased amount of Indigo energy or light and that they may actually be incarnating parts of other beings along with themselves. Another possibility is that they are in fact a being who has not incarnated on earth before and who may have had incarnations on other planets. Another possibility is that a being who is a part of the human race, who has had many incarnations on earth may have had a recent incarnation on another planet and may now incarnate on Earth again with a very strong connection to this other planet or group of beings. In this way energies and consciousness from other areas and beings throughout the universe are being grounded on earth now. The consequences of this grounding of energies are profound and are by far the strongest for those Indigo children who are incarnating energies from other planets along with their own light body. The increased indigo that can be noticed in all indigo children is a part of their own light body, it is simply a part of themselves that has previously been left behind (so to speak) during incarnation and which is being grounded now unlike in previous earthly incarnations. The effects of this are also profound but are not as far reaching as for those who are incarnating other energies that can be seen as being separate to their light body. The grounding of energies that is being carried out by the Indigo Generation has effects on all of humanity. Spiritual awakening is now far easier than it has been for over 12000 years and it is due to the grounding of these new energies. Any person who is not a part of the Indigo Generation can actually become a part of it through the work of Inner Alchemy. By clearing the astral layers and incarnating the light body anyone can incarnate more of the Indigo energy and can even find connections with various beings throughout the universe and begin acting as a grounding rod for inter-dimensional forces. Basically what is described as Indigo energy is a certain frequency of light which is a part of everyone’s lightbody but which has been previously left behind during incarnation. As we are all vast beings of consciousness we all have much more to us than meets the eye during earthly life. In the past only mystics, monks and spiritual seekers succeeded in incarnating their indigo energy after a tremendous effort. Now all babies naturally incarnate this part of themselves and for spiritual seekers it is infinitely easier to do so. The characteristics of the Indigo energy can have differing effects on certain types of people. Some books out there seem to be stating that some children are Indigo’s because they exhibit certain characteristics and others are not but the truth of the matter is that all babies are now Indigo’s and there are different types. Also the reasons for the Indigo energy having certain effects on different people should be better understood. In general the Indigo energy is one of heightened awareness or more accurately it gives one the possibility of heightened awareness. It also contains a feeling of personal power, grandeur and you could say of purity. Because of these characteristics it can bring a feeling of being royal or of extreme importance, being special. These characteristics are of the energy itself and so when a certain personality is imbued with these feelings it can have very different effects. As you can imagine when some people feel this within themselves they may become arrogant while others may disassociate from it completely and remain with very low self esteem. As with all energies and consciousness that is incarnated by an individual, depending on their early life experiences and past life traumas the energies are often either disconnected or grossly overemphasized. The other possibility is a balanced ego which integrates the various energies with a loose and fluid structure. If a baby is brought into a family which is somewhat arrogant ie the members see themselves as superior to others, maybe superior to other races or classes of people then the child will likely have something to ground the indigo energy into. The energy won’t be grounded in a balanced way but will be used to fit in with the family’s characteristics. When added to this the fact that such a family probably treat each other in a judgmental way it is likely that the child will also rebel against its own family to a certain degree and will again use the Indigo energy to feel good about itself and even superior in spite of the criticism from other family members. Due to the grounding conditions for the indigo energy it is quite possible that other forces and energies will not be incarnated properly and will be somewhat disconnected as the child develops. For example, if the family is not affectionate and loving feelings are rarely shown then heart energies may have trouble grounding and the child may have disconnected from them in early childhood. By such an incarnation of indigo energy into an ego structure it is likely that there will be arrogance and maybe even lack of feeling for others. This type of child may indeed feel royal, be impatient and have low concentration levels and may be seen as being an Indigo due to these characteristics. These characteristics are certainly not those of the Indigo energy which is really one of heightened awareness but as such a child does have a strong connection to the Indigo energy, although it is quite distorted they may be seen as being a perfect example of an Indigo child. This is where many have made a mistake. The problem with this Indigo child is just as great as the child who has disconnected from their Indigo energy altogether and its characteristics are not those of the Indigo energy. As I have said the Indigo energy is one of heightened awareness and as such it does contain feelings of being very special, pure, grand and powerful but it has no arrogance whatsoever. The Indigo energy in its pure form has 100% love and respect for all other beings and knows that everything in existence is just as special as itself. This is a huge difference and should not be overlooked. Just because a child is an Indigo does not make it a teacher or even spiritually important. Essentially the only benefit of Indigo energy is that it makes it far easier to look at yourself with higher awareness and to conduct the true work of inner alchemy. Without the Indigo energy it would be much harder if not impossible for anyone to awaken to higher consciousness and to incarnate more of themselves. The Indigo child described above, if introduced to spiritual practices would certainly excel and would destroy the ego quickly to incarnate its higher consciousness. In the case of an Indigo child born to a family with low esteem there may be very little to ground the Indigo energy and so the baby may disconnect from this energy early on. This disconnection does not mean that the energy is not there it just means that the child cannot identify with the energy and so it is not integrated into the ego structure. It will still be floating around, so to speak, as the child is still an Indigo but the characteristics of the Indigo energy may not be apparent inside the child. As many people have read about Indigo children who have very little metaphysical vision they tend to base there assumptions on the overt characteristics of a child and so the child described here may be said to be a non Indigo. To someone with vision this would be completely untrue as the Indigo energy can be seen around this child just the same as the other. People without vision tend to read about the Indigo characteristics and look for these in a child and this can be completely misleading. The descriptions here are very basic and do not even begin to cover the workings of the Indigo energy on human personalities. The point here is that looking at characteristics is misleading as the Indigo energy interacts with many other forces during childhood and can lead to many different possibilities. What all Indigo’s have in common is that if they choose to follow spiritual practices they will all excel and have experiences with ease. The Indigo energy is already there for them to use and so they can enter heightened awareness readily. Whether they know it or not they are grounding this energy and because of this any person who is not an Indigo can also excel and have spiritual experiences with ease. It is now a choice. Do you want to awaken or not? The energy is there, it is being grounded by the children and you can begin to ground it for yourself. The more people who ground this energy the faster it will affect our mass consciousness and the sooner we will change. A normal Indigo is a recent incarnation of a normal person who has been incarnating on Earth for some time. The only difference between this incarnation and the ones of the past 10,000 years is that this time they are incarnating more of their Indigo energy. These people are typically full of samskara’s just like everyone else and have a lot of work to do on clearing their astral body. The increased Indigo actually puts more pressure on samskara’s and so these people are actually more likely to be frustrated and emotional. It does depend greatly on the upbringing and the type of samskara’s but in general you could say that they are more intense than people of the past. They are not brainwashed as easily as people in the past and are more likely to question the way things are, the status quo and the powers that be. They are more likely to rebel, have less respect for elders and think they know everything. I know this has always been true of teenagers but with the Indigo’s these characteristic’s are amplified. So at the moment we have a huge number of Indigo children, they have been incarnating for 20 years with their numbers gradually increasing until now where all newborns are Indigo babies. The problem is that most Indigo’s have no idea why they feel the things they do, just like everybody else. Everyone has been effected by past life samskara’s and early childhood traumas which have developed the ego structure but for an Indigo there is a constant pressure on this ego structure. For some of you who have dealt with your own samskara’s, you may have a good idea how these Indigo’s feel. When you are starting to get close to a large samskara that have been hidden under the surface you may feel a large amount of nervous energy and you can actually feel the pressure on your ego structure. Similarly those who have worked on cultivating their sexual energy may know the feeling of pressure as you increase your energy. You can feel it putting pressure on your samskaras and it can cause all sorts of emotional reactions and frustration. For the adults of today to really feel their structure and their increasing energy being put on it they really need to work at it through cultivating sexual energy, meditating and working on samskaras. For the Indigo this type of pressure comes from the Indigo energy which is trying to incarnate. The Indigo child is just as varied as people ever were, in fact even more so. By grouping Indigo’s we are not saying they all have the same characteristics such as feeling special, powerful or royal. As everyones samskaras and upbringing differ very widely so too does the personality of an Indigo child. So taking for granted that although everyone is just as unique as always, the Indigo Generation has an energy that will constantly put pressure on their astral body and samskaras in an attempt to clear it and incarnate more of the light body. For some this pressure will lead to a weakening of the ego, heightened awareness and spiritual transformation while for some it will lead to a great strengthening of the ego as it tries to defend against this pressure. For these ones arrogance and inflexibility may actually increase. So all in all the children of today have a greater capacity for awareness, spiritual transformation and incarnation but it remains a capacity just as it always did. Man has always had the capacity to increase his awareness, remember who he really is and incarnate his own spiritual forces but it requires work. It always has and it still does. Being an Indigo is a great advantage once the choice is made but until that point it may be a source of greater frustration, anger, hostility and disillusionment with life. There is another type of Indigo who has along with their own light body agreed to incarnate some forces of consciousness from another being. This is always done in agreement and the two beings usually have a relationship already. The main incarnating being will be a member of the human race just like the normal Indigo’s who have many samskara’s and who has lived many lives on earth. They have likely done spiritual work in past lives which has brought them to a level where they can safely help another being to incarnate with them. Indeed they may have been preparing for this incarnation for quite some time and will have become close to the other being. The other being who is partly incarnating with the “human” is usually a being of high consciousness who is incarnating in this way to try to help us raise our consciousness and incarnate the Indigo energy. As the Indigo energy continues to ground onto earth people are going through changes in consciousness and especially for the Indigo children guidance is needed. As most Indigo children are born into families with various religious beliefs or atheistic values that do not correspond with higher consciousness and spirit these children are often in a state of conflict with the world as it is because they have a higher awareness from birth. They are not as easily accepting of beliefs taught to them from their parents or the religious or social establishments and are likely to be searching for answers. In many adults this quality of searching has been shut off almost completely which leads to low levels of awareness. As these Indigo’s mature, their samskaras continue to receive pressure from the Indigo energy and the higher consciousness of their dual being. They will begin to see more clearly with higher awareness the fallacies of the world and of their parents and they may start to rebel. They will not accept the status quo and will begin to search for answers. Intuitively they will know the false dogmas and they will be drawn to the teachings of the beings with higher consciousness. The dual beings are there to help guide the Indigo’s (and any other spiritual seeker) towards the truth and real ways to clear their astral bodies and incarnate their own higher consciousness. The role of these dual beings is somewhat that of a channel to receive information from beings of higher consciousness. It is for purposes of clarity that these beings have decided to incarnate a part of their own energy with the “human” who is incarnating. Any person can become a channel for beings from other dimensions but there is often distortion and messages may not be as clear as desired. These dual beings have amazing channeling abilities and the other being also gets a much better feel for the state of consciousness of the people on Earth by its partial incarnation. This helps the higher dimensional being to be a better teacher. For those “humans” who are currently incarnating in this manner life is likely to be quite different than for a normal Indigo. Firstly they are likely to have a lesser sense of self because some of the energies and consciousness incarnating are not theirs. They have an astral body like everyone else and they will develop an ego structure but this ego structure is likely to be weak. The higher vibrations that they are incarnating will give them greater awareness and they will easily see through egoistic attempts to be a solid individual. They know intuitively that they are more than their body but as the incarnation process is slow they will not really know who they are either. The effects of their higher awareness can cause their telepathic abilities to be high and they are likely to be very sensitive. At school or around other people they may lack the strong egoistic defenses necessary for normal life on earth. Because of their telepathic powers, weak ego and high vibration they will feel things very intensely and be too sensitive, so to speak. Dogmatic religions will be of absolutely no use to these beings but when they first read anything about actual spiritual awakening and transformation they will know that they must achieve it. They will know intuitively what they are doing but will still require many years of work to clear their astral bodies and to incarnate their lightbody along with the forces from the “other” being. Once this is done they will be great teachers and channels. At this point their sense of self will be very strong as they will be able to differentiate easily between themselves and the other beings energies. A large part of their problem while maturing will be that they don’t have a solid sense of self. Their ego structure will be weak and because they are incarnating other energies apart from their own it will take time for them to find their core and become clear. Another possibility is that a being who has been incarnating on other planets and in other dimensions may incarnate on Earth. They are not a part of the human reincarnational cycle and although they may have incarnated here at some point in the past they can still be seen as Extra Terrestrials. Their make up is different to ours and they will not have the same type of samskara’s as normal humans. There are a huge number of Extra Terrestrial races in our universe and they differ very widely. For this reason it is hard to describe what an extra terrestrial might be like. They could be extremely intelligent such as mathematical geniuses, they could be musical geniuses or extremely psychic. They will nearly always have an extreme talent which sets them apart from normal people and their heart may seem to be incorruptible. Just their energy alone will be different enough that people will notice that they are somehow different. If you meet one of these beings you get a feeling that they are different even if they look totally normal. If you are one of these beings you probably already know because they have such a strong connection with their home planet and the race of beings they belong to. They usually remember where they come from at a very early age and know that they are different. As they don’t have the same sort of samskaras as normal humans their consciousness remains very clear even after going through childhood. In general they will not have as much emotional baggage and tend to be more open. It is possible that these beings may have a very open aura if they have come from a planet with very little or no negativity as they may be used to allowing their aura to remain totally open. If this is the case they may be very sensitive to other people’s feelings and energies in their environment which can be hard for them to deal with. Because they do not have experience with negativity and keeping themselves closed off they can be quite vulnerable and may need to learn how to protect themselves. Some may find life here very unpleasant and they may not fit in well with others. The main reason Extra Terrestrials are incarnating now is to help with our awakening. They bring with them different energies and ideas which will help to open our minds and raise our consciousness. They also hold a strong connection to their home planet which firstly brings new energies to earth but also gives the ET’s on the other planets a psychic channel to see what is going on down here. If you meet someone who you think may be Extra Terrestrial it would be a great idea to try to make them feel welcome (sometimes they don’t feel welcome here at all). If you sense that they are different and may know something you don’t try to get them to talk about what they know. Many will be keeping a lot to themselves and may never discuss where they have been even though it is very vivid to them. They know that most people won’t accept what they say and will just think they are crazy. If you can warm to them and show them that you have a very open mind they might disclose some of their secrets of which they have many. There will be an increase in writings from these ET’s as more people start to accept the possibility. True stories of other races on other planets and in other dimensions will be like fuel for the awakening higher consciousness of mankind. The Indigo’s are bringing down the energy of higher awareness, the dual Indigo’s are teaching us how to use this energy and awaken further and the ET’s bring us the wonder of other worlds. Another group of Indigo’s are those who are a part of the human race but who have had recent incarnations on other planets. Like the Extra Terrestrials these beings have a strong connection to the planet that they were on, they help to ground these new forces and hold a channel for these other races to see what is happening here. This has been used as a method instead of ET’s actually coming here because this can be very hard for them. It is much easier for a human to go to other planets because the energy there is so clear. Many of them have little or no negativity at all so it is extremely hard for ET’s to incarnate here because they lack the defenses against our extreme negativity. Only the most adventurous of Extra Terrestrials have volunteered to come here. Seeing as a connection to the other races throughout the universe was needed for the awakening that is now taking place many people who had done some recent spiritual work got to go and have an incarnation on other planets. There are quite a few of these beings and although they may be totally unaware they will remember fairly soon after they begin doing spiritual work. As these beings have also brought a connection to other energies they may have similar problems in youth as the Dual Indigos. The main difference is that they have a connection to a race or group of beings who are physically incarnated in a dimension on another planet while the Dual Indigo’s are usually connected to a very high dimensional being who is not incarnated as such. These Indigo’s will remember their recent incarnation at some point and will also write or tell stories of where they have been. Hearing these stories is excellent for your awakening and it is a great help for opening the mind. Human’s belief systems have been very limited and this has led to so much judgment and prejudice. Hearing stories of the amazing variety and wonder of our universe and the numerous beings and races inhabiting it is just what we need. In Closing I have tried to describe some of the types of Indigo’s here but there are certainly other types and 1 Indigo could be a combination of the above. Life can be hard for Indigo’s as they must clear the astral body to try to incarnate their higher consciousness to gain clarity. The extra intensity of the energies and forces they carry can lead to numerous problems along with the greater capacity for awakening. Hearing actual stories from Indigo’s will be of much greater benefit than my continued explanations so I would like to put a call out for any Indigo’s who have memories or knowledge that they would like to share, to send them in. I would love to publish them here for others to read…. If you have a story to share please send to contact@alchemyrealm.com Jeff’s Story One night when I was 21 years old as I was falling asleep I suddenly became paralyzed. I became frightened as I tried with all of my might to move but could not. Then suddenly I heard a loud wooshing sound like wind was blowing in my ears and suddenly felt myself being pulled out of my body, out the top of my head. After being pulled out I felt like someone was holding me as it pulled me way up into space. As we flew at tremendous speed though space I saw space ships that seemed to be conscious. There were many of them and they were maybe twice the size of our cars. They were being flown by people but the actual ships themselves seemed to be alive. After flying past these small space ships for a while we came to a huge ship which I was taken into. I was taken to a room by a girl who I knew I had been with before but I could not recall where or when. She seemed to be aged around 25 and was very friendly. She hugged me and we lay on her bed just holding each other for some time. I was not scared but I did not have my full faculties. I felt drowsy and a little confused. After a while a guy came in and said hello. He seemed happy to see me and I felt like I knew him also. The two of them talked for a while before saying to me that I couldn’t stay any longer and they would have to take me back. As soon as this was said I woke up in bed fully awake… After this night I started to remember being on the ship before and knowing the people on it. I remembered being treated as very special and being taught what they knew about healing. It was in a higher dimension than here on Earth and I remember how happy and care free I was while I was there. I remember being loved there like I have never felt before and they all seemed to look up to me as though I was soooo special. It was because these people knew where I had come from and knew that I was going back there, to Earth. They knew how hard it was to be here and none of them would ever do what we do. They would never incarnate here on Earth… I lived there only until the age of 16 and I loved that girl so much. I was forced to leave her as I was to incarnate on earth again. They told me that they would be with me always and that they would send their love and energy to me. They said they could watch me on earth and that they would come to see me to remind me of them. Leaving the ship was very sad and I remember being put in some kind of machine when it was time to leave. I am not sure what happened to the body I had there and my memory after this is quite vague. I now remember many past lives on earth and I continue to become clearer and remember more of who I am… Samantha's Story I grew up in New York and had always had a gift for intuition. I would know who it was on the phone before I answered or who was at the door. I would dream events that would happen the next day at school and I seemed to know what people were going to say before they said it. When I would study for a test I would always study the right things, it was like I knew what the questions would be. Apart from these things I was pretty much a normal kid with middle class parents and lots of friends. When I was 18 me and a friend went to see a psychic just for fun. The psychic saw me and she seemed really happy to see me. She asked if she could talk with me in private (without my friend there). She then asked me if I had ever had dreams of being on another planet or on a space ship. When she asked this the hairs on my neck stood up and a shiver ran down my spine. The week before I had a dream where I was somewhere desolate, like a desert with red rocks all around and there were 3 suns. It was extremely bright and I remember an amazing feeling of peace as I stood there alone in this strange place. I told the psychic about this and she told me that I was an Alien Incarnated on Earth. She asked me to lie down and she put her hands on my head. She said she was repairing my connection and that I would start to remember things afterwards. While she held my head I felt very light headed and I then became tired and actually fell asleep. When she woke me up she told me that I could come back anytime and that I should keep an open mind if any feelings or memories started coming up. Well I felt strange for a few days, my dreams became very vivid and I started remembering when I was a very young girl. I remembered being able to see aura's and there were these beings of light that used to come to me at night when I was in bed. They would make me feel so happy and their presence would make me giggle. I think they stopped coming when I was around 4 years old and my vision of aura's stopped at the same time. I had forgotten all about it... For the past few years I have remembered more and more about who I am and I know that I am here for a reason. I now have many dreams of the other planet and other beings who don't look like humans but when I wake up I can't remember it as clearly as I would like to. I know it will all become clearer soon and I will keep you posted. I don't talk about this with anyone as I know they will think I'm crazy but I know I'm not and that's all that matters :-) Ben's Story I have always been very sensitive to other people’s feelings or energy, although until I was about 21-22 I was totally unaware of this…consciously. It is something I have had to work at for many years to fully understand what was going on and what my full potential is… In reality it is the potential of every human. Now, when I think back it is very clear that I was super sensitive. My sensitiveness was my unchannelled, or uncultivated potential for heightened awareness, or you might even call it psychic perception. This was inherent in me from birth. It was there, always, and always will be, but as a child I had no way of comprehending such things, and so with no one to guide me or even to talk to I grew up as a very quiet/shy boy, as do many children. My parents were always supportive and never forced me to do things, but in regards to my multidimensional self they could not help me. I always loved to play with friends and played several sports but socially I was more uncomfortable… there was always an underlying feeling of being different. On top of that I could see when people were not very nice or when they were not genuine which I felt as a sense of not wanting to be around these people. My parents told me of a story from when I was still a baby… my parents were visiting a friend of theirs and the moment we entered their house I began crying and didn’t stop until we left. Using various techniques I have since gone back to that experience, as I have many others (past lives and present) and seen the very dark energy that was in that house. I was not interested in any academic studies and I naturally moved into the field of natural therapies and healing. From there I have learned to cultivated my energy and understand my natural abilities. I have become far stronger and my healing more powerful. I am still learning and refining myself… it is a very exciting journey and although we may never unravel all the mysteries of the universe I am at a stage where I can comprehend and appreciate them. My sense of childlike fascination is constantly sparked. This has been my most powerful quality that has always been with me… to see things with a sense of wonder. It allowed me flow through life without too much frustration or anger, which I see in many people. Clinging to ideas, beliefs and concepts block the flow of life. I have realised that everything can be made sense of when you can let these preconceived ideas go. My hope is that many more people can awaken to their potential and in so doing will assist many more by way of a collective momentum. E.g. many people are sensitive to the people around them and pick up on their mood, so if there are many more people carrying a higher vibration it will spread… Sarah's Story
When my mother first
became pregnant, she wanted to continue her job as a social worker for
as long as she could. She had never disclosed the exact details of that
work of course, but she often mentioned to me how strange that job
became as those nine months unfolded. At first she felt as she always
had, but soon grew more perceptive about her patients and their
problems. While in those early months she simply assumed pregnancy
agreed with her, as she entered the last few months she began to have
visions during her sessions about key turning points in her patients
lives. On one occasion, she was able to find the core of a woman's
problems on her first visit. After my Anonymous Story When I was child, I would often stare at the nights sky pretending to be from out of space. I used to say that I was visiting from the stars because they were so beautiful and bright. I was about 6 years old (now 37). Then one night two beings came to me. It seemed to be a dream, but even then I knew the difference between my dreams and experiences. Dreams were just that, dreams. But my experiences always stood out because no one ever physically spoke. As I lay there sleeping, I was summoned to look out of the window above my bed. At first glance there was nothing, but then suddenly these two light beings appeared in the yard. I was not startled by their appearance as most children of that age would probably be. Instead, I felt at ease and happy to see them, as if I knew them and hadn't seen them in a long time. They soon began to communicate with me by way of telepathy. They reminded me that I did not have to use my voice to speak with them. I can't remember everything that we spoke about, but a few things have always been with me since that night. First, the two beings spoke as if they kept close watch of me, by letting me know they were aware of all the troubles I was experiencing. They said, the things that were bothering me would last only a while longer. This matter seemed very important to convey to me because I remember hearing it several times in our conversation. They said that I was adjusting and everything would be fine. (Soon, I started having trouble maintaining a connection, I remember feeling cold. The two beings kept telling me not to use my voice. The beings kept redirecting me to a calm relaxed state of mind.) Secondly they told me that they knew I wanted to come back home but that it was not time yet. Lastly, I was told that my mother was on her way to my room because she hears me talking and not to tell her they were there because she would not understand me. As soon as that was said, my mom comes through my door and I am simultaneously awakened. I was standing on my bed, in the opened window, looking out into the yard. Aryianna I don’t quite remember very much of my childhood except that I lived what now seemed to be an imaginary world. I even had an imaginary friend until I was 4. I remember vividly when she was no longer around. She was older; I want to say 10 years of age. She took care of me in my infancy. I remember we would be together on cliffs with carpets of green flowing grass edging to an active ocean breaking its waters over boulders at the base of these cliffs. At the age of 4, my family moved to another town and when my mother told me our “new” home number, I misunderstood thinking it was the home number we left behind along with my friend. Immediately, I snuck into my mother’s bedroom to call the “new” number and got a busy signal…I knew then I would not see my friend again. I’ve always been different from others. I grew up crying everyday because it was so difficult to fit in. I couldn’t read because of a learning disability and by the time for collage, I didn’t know what to major in. I have been always very sensitive to energies and have described myself as like a sponge. I’m 43 now and have been working on my spiritual awakening for the past 12 years. I’ve learned techniques to protecting myself. But in the past 5 years have been struggling with this process as I feel that there is an immense amount of responsibility that comes with remembering and I’m quite fearful. Not so much of the knowledge, but how it will be viewed by my peers. I feel as though I’m at an important threshold with 90% of my body over it, except my feet are planted firmly behind me. Maybe it’s a fear of being locked up. I have sought assistance from several psychic healers and have had a couple of integrations with selves of different dimensions including one that involved 7 splits; this being the most recent. I work closely with a healer who was an angel and this life is her first human experience. I myself hate being human and yearn to go home. I feel as though I’m failing here because of my fears and my inability to handle some of the challenges I’ve been facing of late. But, I’m still here. All my life I have had vivid dreams of indescribable places and things. I’ve been on space ships and I remember coming here…or at least one of me remembers coming here. I came here in a clear bubble during the night to a city with deserted streets. I remember floating down near a gas station and then through the streets between tall buildings. I have dreams of beaches with skyscrapers, castles and of communities that live in pristine forests. And I’ve gone to other galaxies. I don’t particularly have a religion but believe that we all come from the same place. I feel as though I should preface before telling the following that I do, however; have an infinity towards Jesus as I have an profound love for him…more so than for fellow brethren. I found this site yesterday and feel it triggered the following dream. But before going into it, I’d like to share a dream I had after 9/11. This dream took place in a valley of mountains that were covered with forests. I saw bloody flashes of what looked like a cocoon being discovered and destroyed. I was a part of a community that lived in this valley and the forest above housed these cocoons. When I had this vision of the blood, I knew that the cocoons were in danger of discovery and destruction. I was the keeper of these cocoons and the beings in them. Then, I was donned in a robe made of what seemed to be made of potato sacks cut into squares. These layered squares made up wings of some sort because I was able to fly around the trees that had these cocoons lying in their branches. As I flew around the trees, I was chanting a language which either was ancient or alien to wake them up…save them.
So now to last night’s dream…the dream I
feel as though was triggered by discovering this site. I was on a
leeward beach at night. There were several people that were being drawn
out to see the flashes of lights that flew above in patterns. They
looked like they could have been a meteor shower with the exception that
they eventually formed a triangle. There also was like a mini Victoria
Hi, Katherine
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